I loved him so much it hurts,
Spending my waking days…thinking if he ever cares as much as I do.
I search him out in familiar crowds,
wondering if he even notices me.
My heart leaps for joy when I see the handsome familiar face among a sea of many faces,
only to sink when I realize he did not even notice me.
I spend waking hours spinning dreams of Wishful futures,
only to be brought back to reality when I remember the situation of things.
If only I can be given one wish…
I do not have to think twice of what I would wish for
’cause my wish never changed…to be seen by him.
To be loved by him…
To have him laugh at the jokes I make.
To be excited by how well we connect.
To know that he is ALL mine…
My secret Love, my All time crush…my forbidden story…