Random Thoughts

I loved him so much it hurts,

Spending my waking days…thinkingĀ if he ever cares as much as I do.

I search him out in familiar crowds,

wondering if he even notices me.

My heart leaps for joy when I see the handsome familiar face among a sea of many faces,

only to sink when I realize he did not evenĀ notice me.

I spend waking hours spinning dreams of Wishful futures,

only to be brought back to reality when I remember the situation of things.

If only I can be given one wish…

I do not have to think twice of what I would wish for

’cause my wish never changed…to be seen by him.

To be loved by him…

To have him laugh at the jokes I make.

To be excited by how well we connect.

To know that he is ALL mine…

My secret Love, my All time crush…my forbidden story…

My First Love Experience

Sitting under the tree shades on a sunny day, wondering if I should bother continuing my Diploma course at the University…then he walked by
“Hello Beautiful”…
Thoughts cut short, I looked up “whoa…He fiiiiinnneeee”; my heart screamed out, but my head went…so what?
Acting like I really ain’t seeing him I replied “Hi ”
We chatted for some minutes and exchanged numbers and the series of episodes of calls started……Who would have thought that would be the beginning of a Love story……

Till next time……